"Oh, Christopher." He pulls his boy up and brushes those tears away and kisses him softly. "Don't. I don't hate you and I never will. You are good enough for me and I think I know what I deserve. I have what I deserve." He says pulling the boy close and wrapping arms around him.
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James jerks away from the touch all together. "I never said that and that boy has a name. It's Christopher and he will NOT be leaving this ship. If he does then we lose McCoy and this ship loses a Captain as well. I won't let this happen." Fuck pride and fuck the pain. He wasn't letting his master jerk someone off the ship that his best friend cared so much about. He wasn't losing his best friend either. He was putting his friend and Christopher above himself. Something the Admiral should be proud about.
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James jerks away from the touch all together. "I never said that and that boy has a name. It's Christopher and he will NOT be leaving this ship. If he does then we lose McCoy and this ship loses a Captain as well. I won't let this happen." Fuck pride and fuck the pain. He wasn't letting his master jerk someone off the ship that his best friend cared so much about. He wasn't losing his best friend either. He was putting his friend and Christopher above himself. Something the Admiral should be proud about.