Pike has to step back for a moment, closing his eyes and counting to ten mentally before speaking.
"I am not Frank," he growls out. "Nor am I anything like him. I never have been and I never will be. Is that what you think of me, James? You think I'm no better than your step father who looked for any and every reason to beat you down or sexually abuse you? That's really what you think? Guess it's what my own Jim thinks as well, huh?" He shakes his head and moves, throwing the whip back into the chest it came from before he moves and unhooks James from the s-hook.
"You know what, fine. Go ahead and do whatever yuo want then if that's the way you want things to be. Sleep wherever you want, with whomever you want. Get drunk, get yourself marked up by someone you don't know with marks that don't mean a fucking thing. Get yourself lost on some god-forsaken planet where no one will know where you are and get left behind for someone like Komack to get their hands on you. Then you'll fucking wish you'd listened to me. So, fine. Go. I won't be likened to a man who never gave a damn for you or loved you when I could give you ten times the amount of love and care he ever could." He turns his back on James then and stormed out of his quarters, not even caring that his own Jim was standing just outside.
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"I am not Frank," he growls out. "Nor am I anything like him. I never have been and I never will be. Is that what you think of me, James? You think I'm no better than your step father who looked for any and every reason to beat you down or sexually abuse you? That's really what you think? Guess it's what my own Jim thinks as well, huh?" He shakes his head and moves, throwing the whip back into the chest it came from before he moves and unhooks James from the s-hook.
"You know what, fine. Go ahead and do whatever yuo want then if that's the way you want things to be. Sleep wherever you want, with whomever you want. Get drunk, get yourself marked up by someone you don't know with marks that don't mean a fucking thing. Get yourself lost on some god-forsaken planet where no one will know where you are and get left behind for someone like Komack to get their hands on you. Then you'll fucking wish you'd listened to me. So, fine. Go. I won't be likened to a man who never gave a damn for you or loved you when I could give you ten times the amount of love and care he ever could." He turns his back on James then and stormed out of his quarters, not even caring that his own Jim was standing just outside.