A Whole New Life [Locked to vulcancmdrspock]

[iamnotmyfather]

He'd stayed quiet on the matter. In fact, he'd not really spoken much. Time was spent with Spock, but he'd stopped arguing. Arguing was a very tiring thing to do nowadays. But they were getting ready to land on New Vulcan and he wanted to protest. Wanted Spock to take this on too because it was something that he wanted, however he knew it wasn't going to happen.

"We're almost there, Spock. ETA is five minutes."

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[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"I haven't made any point clear save for the fact that I still want this." He says shaking his head, since he didn't understand Spock's anger, but he just heads down and slips into the shuttle.

[vulcancmdrspock.livejournal.com]

Once inside the shuttle, Spock sits down and waits until they leave the shuttle bay before speaking once more.

"I think we should speak to the doctors first and then perhaps you and I need to talk longer tonight before we go through with the procedure itself."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

That gets a slight frown out of Jim and he shakes his head, he doesn't want to wait. But he gives a slight sigh, "If you think that's what is best, Spock."

[vulcancmdrspock.livejournal.com]

"I want your true opinion, James," Spock answers back, that underlying tone of unhappiness evident. "I do not want you doing something only because you think it is what I want."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"Stop it, Spock. I gave you my true opinion. I want this, so I don't see what there is to talk about. The only thing I wanted was for you to go with it too, to not be upset later on when you can't do what YOU want since I know you wanted to carry too."

[vulcancmdrspock.livejournal.com]

Spock sighs softly and leans back in his chair.

"It is illogical to be upset about not doing something when you clearly are capable of doing so, Jim. Yes, I do want to carry a child for us, but for both of us to do so might be dangerous and as I have said previously, you are not comfortable with the idea of topping me... and I can live with that."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"Why? Tell me why you're okay with it." Jim asks watching him from where he sat. "I just don't want you to miss out on the opportunity."

[vulcancmdrspock.livejournal.com]

"Jim... just because you carry and I do not does not mean that I will miss out on the opportunity. As your bonded mate I will be able to feel everything you go through and I will have a tentative link to our child through you."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

He gives a slight nod and moves over kissing Spock softly. "Okay, Spock."

[vulcancmdrspock.livejournal.com]

Spock returns the kiss, fingers tracing along Jim's face softly.

"We will be fine, James," he says softly.

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"Of course we will be."

He kisses him again then sits down.

"This is still going to be a bit weird."

[vulcancmdrspock.livejournal.com]

"I will be with you through all of it, T'hy'la," Spock reminded him gently. "And soon we shall have a family of our own."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

Jim gives him a small smile, "Something that I just can't wait for."

[vulcancmdrspock.livejournal.com]

It didn't take long for the shuttle to land and Spock followed Jim out to find Sarek waiting for them along with the Ambassador.

"Father, Ambassador. It is good to see you both again."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

Jim gives a nod to both Sarek and the Ambassador, giving a small smile to them both. Though he's really at a loss of what to say to them, so he doesn't say anything at all after their initial greeting.