iamnotmyfather | We Didn't... Oh Crap... [Locked to adm_chris

Oh no, despite the fact that the belt worked wonders, it was time to go onto something else. Especially since alone the belt didn't seem to be working. So he moves over to the bottom drawer in the dresser and pulls out a nice thick paddle, walking over behind his boy, he starts bringing it down hard in the middle of his ass.

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James whimpered and squirmed trying to get away from that paddle, not that it worked. When it stopped he managed to get a little reprieve but he was soon crying out again as that belt slammed into his ass and harder at that.

Chris cried out at the heavy handed slap to his ass that involved the wooden paddle. He fought against himself to try and get away from that damned thing. Leo had never used it on him before and he sure as hell wished now that he'd never felt it.

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Another ten with the belt and Pike set it aside. He brushed one hand along his boy's hot, red skin.

"Beginning to understand my anger, James?" he growled out softly. "I don't like returning to this ship to find you gone, boy. You want to go somewhere, you ask my permission. If I'm not here, you better damn well ask Spock to com me. And you don't take that kid off this ship again without McCoy's permission. Am I making myself at all clear?"

"Stay in position and do NOT move, boy." Leo states with a growl. That paddle comes down a good twenty or so more times before the good doctor stops. But only to pull that belt from its loops and doubles it offer starting to lay into his boy's ass with it.
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James gives a yelp and really wanted away from the hand brushing along his blistered ass. That growl... it did things, nothing he wanted to admit. "Yes, sir. I understand, sir." He'd try his damnedest to make sure it never happened again

Christopher couldn't help but try to pull away when that belt landed against his already sore ass but he quickly stopped moving and tried to stay still even as tears came down his face and his breathing grew erratic.

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"Good." Pike returns to the bed and then moves back behind James once more. "You've got thirty more and then we're done." The whip in his hand comes down, catching James from shoulder to hip as it does so.

"I thought I told you to stay in position?" Leo growls, bringing that belt down harder making sure that the belt kissed that sit spot of his.

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Thirty.... Oh, he wanted them to be done NOW. Especially when he suddenly feels what it is and gives a cry of pain at the feel of it. Not that... that was worse then the paddle.

Christopher cries out again but manages to stay still this time despite the burn across his backside and the knowledge that somehow he doesn't think his lover is anywhere near done with him.

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Pike swung until he hit fifteen before stopping and looking at James' back. He hadn't broken any skin which was good. He didn't give the boy a chance to adjust before he started once more, wanting to be done with it.

Oh no, Leo was far from done with him. But that belt comes down harder striping his boy's ass good and hard, though he makes sure that no skin is broken. Once he's done with the belt he moves on to a nice thick switch and starts in on his boy's ass and sit spot again, even adding those upper thighs. His boy wasn't sitting down for a while.

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James cries out and was glad they'd stopped... all the way up till they started again. He could feel the tears sliding down his cheeks from behind that damn blindfold.

Chris couldn't help it as his knees seemed to get out on him, forcing him face down onto the bed where he buried his face into the sheets, trying not to scream from the pain itself.

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Pike finally made it to that last thirty - he'd broken skin on the last four hits - and set the whip aside as he inspected his boy's body from shoulders to upper thighs before he moved to replace the three items he'd used back in the closet. When he returned to the room, he removed the blindfold and met James' eyes with his own.

"You can just stay there for a few minutes and think about what you've done."

That switch comes down good and hard a few more times before it's put up and those eyes narrow a bit. "Get up, Christopher. I want your ass in that corner, now. And if you so much as move from it we'll start all over again."

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James gives a cry of pain when the last of those lashes hit. But when he's told he can stay right there on the S-hook, those tears start fresh. He didn't want to stay hanging there. Not that it was his choice, it wasn't.

Christopher gave a sharp whimper as he moved to get off the bed, his body shaking and sore. He quickly moved into the designated corner, tears streaming down his face as he used his hands to try and wipe away the worst of them. Part of him was mad at himself but... some part of him was angry at Leo, too for deserting him (or so it had seemed) and leaving him with nothing to do and no one to be around but Jim.

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Pike watched that struggle from his boy but didn't give in this time. He'd been far too soft with the boy lately. That was going to have to change.

"Ten minutes and then we are going to have a good long talk."

"You're going to stay there until I say otherwise." Leo states before sitting down to get some things done. He was going to remedy the whole ordeal of his boy not having a thing to do. That was going to be fixed real damn quick. Because he couldn't go through this EVERY day.

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James bites his inner jaw until he tastes blood and just stays as quiet as he could. Oh, he definitely didn't like the sound of that. Long talks with anyone were not a good thing. Especially not when it came to his master. Though he can't recall a time where they'd ever actually needed one.

"Why don't you just send me back to Earth," Christopher said in a whispered voice. "Least then you won't have to worry 'bout what I'm doing or where I am..."

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Those ten minutes seemed to drag on forever but when it was finally up, Pike moved to release James from the s-hook and gently massaged the blood back into his boy's arms.

"Ready to talk with me?" he asked more gently than before.

Leo frowns at that and shakes his head. "C'mere, Christopher."

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He nearly collapses against his master when he's let down. "There's nothing to actually talk about, sir."

"No. You told me to stay here so I'm staying here." He knew he was flaunting his attitude and he didn't care. Maybe he was looking to finally push that last little bit... maybe then he'd just run and never look back... not like he'd be missed. All he did was keep screwing things up; for the Captain and for Leo both.

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Pike holds him tightly and then picks him up and takes him to the bed, laying him on his stomach before retrieving the med kit he keeps nearby.

"I think there is," he says quietly. "I think the boy needs to be sent back to Earth and be made a ward of the Fleet until he finishes schooling. After that then maybe I'll see about bringing him back on board the Enterprise."

"Until I said otherwise." He was ignoring that attitude, he wasn't sending Christopher back... not going to let the boy push that last little bit. "Christoper, come here."

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That gets a slight frown out of James. "No, he's not going back to Earth. That'd kill Leo and it isn't happening."

Christopher doesn't move or say anything for a moment but finally he turns and painfully walks over to where Leo is sitting and drops to his knees in front of the older man. He refuses to look at him though. He just... can't.

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"He's a distraction, James. To you and to McCoy both. I'm sure McCoy will understand that it's in the boy's best interests." He runs the dermal regnerator across the worst of James' back. "Unless you can offer up a better alternative to me doing that..."

"Let's get you taken care." Leo states softly, lifting Chris' chin so that he had to look at him. Hazel eyes watch his young boy, fingers running lightly along his cheek.

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"No, he isn't. He's not a distraction to anyone. Myself nor McCoy have left our post. Not once. Any time I've done anything with Chris I've been off my shift. He's not going back to Earth. I will NOT rip apart Leo like that and have him turn into a damn drunk again."

"No," Christopher whispers softly, shaking his head as he speaks. "I was bad... I deserve to feel the pain for what I did..." Tears start falling down his face again before he buries his face against Leo's upper thigh. "I'm so sorry... I just... I'm so bad... I don't... don't mean to be... please don't hate me... I don't want you to hate me but I can't.... I'm not perfect and I'm just not good enough for you... You deserve.... so much better..." He's sobbing so hard now that the words are coming in short bursts of air...

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"So your concern is for McCoy then and not the boy... interesting." Pike continues with working on his boy's back before setting the machine aside and rubbing a numbing agent along Jim's back and ass. "I'll think about what you've said but I won't make any promises."

"Oh, Christopher." He pulls his boy up and brushes those tears away and kisses him softly. "Don't. I don't hate you and I never will. You are good enough for me and I think I know what I deserve. I have what I deserve." He says pulling the boy close and wrapping arms around him.

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James jerks away from the touch all together. "I never said that and that boy has a name. It's Christopher and he will NOT be leaving this ship. If he does then we lose McCoy and this ship loses a Captain as well. I won't let this happen." Fuck pride and fuck the pain. He wasn't letting his master jerk someone off the ship that his best friend cared so much about. He wasn't losing his best friend either. He was putting his friend and Christopher above himself. Something the Admiral should be proud about.

Christopher is afraid that if Leo takes away his pain he will go back to cutting himself again and he knows what Leo thinks of that. But he doesn't want to be a disappointment to his lover, either. So for now, he just lets Leo hold him and he drops his head onto the older man's shoulder and just cries softly.

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Pike smiles softly and pulls Jim back towards him.

"Good," he says quietly. "I was hoping there was more to this than simply fun and games. I needed to make sure that if, God forbid, something were to happen to McCoy, Christopher would still be welcome on this ship and be protected. I can see that you would do that."

"We are going to be doing something about that free time of yours though." He states kissing the top of his boy's head, rubbing his back.

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That gets a slight frown out of James, "Of course he would. But nothing is going to happen to Bones..."

Christopher nods slowly, trying to calm himself down as he feels Leo rubbing his back.

"Like what?" he finally asks quietly.

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Pike nods, praying that James is right.

"Come on, let me finish with your back and all."

"The Admiral had a good point. We should get you ready for Starfleet. Get you official. So there will be a lot of studying. If need be you will be taught the basics of the med bay and you'll help there."

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He didn't really want to, but he lays back down on his stomach.

Christopher sniffled softly.

"You ... you really want me to help you in the medbay?" he asked quietly. "You'll really let me do that?" He'd wanted to be of some use to Leo outside their quarters and something like this... it would be perfect. He'd be with Leo all the time and it would certainly keep him from being bored.

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Pike sensed his boy's hesitation but said nothing as he finished coating James' back with the numbing agent. Finally, he set it aside and moved into the bathroom to wash his hands. A moment or two later, he stepped back into the bedroom and watched James carefully.

"You mad at me?" he asked quietly.

"I would let you do that, Christopher. Medbay is always in need of help. So once you learn the ropes of it, then you'll be helping me when you're not studying."

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"No, I'm not mad at you. Just upset in general that you'd even use that..." He frowns. "Chris needs Bones, Bones needs Chris. I've noticed it but Bones hasn't been drinking at all lately. He used to drink quite a bit, but he hasn't been. He's happier and Chris, he loves Bones. He's got insecurities but he loves him."

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