We Didn't... Oh Crap... [Locked to adm_chris_pike]

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Jim moved a bit in his seat, resituating himself. Watching the strippers... damn. He was hard as hell and knew that Chris was as well. Their attention was so divided... between the different strippers that neither boy noticed their master walk through the door. We're sure it's taken them a LONG ass time to find them. After all, the strip joint is quite a ways out there.

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"Why don't you just send me back to Earth," Christopher said in a whispered voice. "Least then you won't have to worry 'bout what I'm doing or where I am..."

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Those ten minutes seemed to drag on forever but when it was finally up, Pike moved to release James from the s-hook and gently massaged the blood back into his boy's arms.

"Ready to talk with me?" he asked more gently than before.

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Leo frowns at that and shakes his head. "C'mere, Christopher."

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He nearly collapses against his master when he's let down. "There's nothing to actually talk about, sir."

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"No. You told me to stay here so I'm staying here." He knew he was flaunting his attitude and he didn't care. Maybe he was looking to finally push that last little bit... maybe then he'd just run and never look back... not like he'd be missed. All he did was keep screwing things up; for the Captain and for Leo both.

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Pike holds him tightly and then picks him up and takes him to the bed, laying him on his stomach before retrieving the med kit he keeps nearby.

"I think there is," he says quietly. "I think the boy needs to be sent back to Earth and be made a ward of the Fleet until he finishes schooling. After that then maybe I'll see about bringing him back on board the Enterprise."

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"Until I said otherwise." He was ignoring that attitude, he wasn't sending Christopher back... not going to let the boy push that last little bit. "Christoper, come here."

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That gets a slight frown out of James. "No, he's not going back to Earth. That'd kill Leo and it isn't happening."

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Christopher doesn't move or say anything for a moment but finally he turns and painfully walks over to where Leo is sitting and drops to his knees in front of the older man. He refuses to look at him though. He just... can't.

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"He's a distraction, James. To you and to McCoy both. I'm sure McCoy will understand that it's in the boy's best interests." He runs the dermal regnerator across the worst of James' back. "Unless you can offer up a better alternative to me doing that..."

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"Let's get you taken care." Leo states softly, lifting Chris' chin so that he had to look at him. Hazel eyes watch his young boy, fingers running lightly along his cheek.

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"No, he isn't. He's not a distraction to anyone. Myself nor McCoy have left our post. Not once. Any time I've done anything with Chris I've been off my shift. He's not going back to Earth. I will NOT rip apart Leo like that and have him turn into a damn drunk again."

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"No," Christopher whispers softly, shaking his head as he speaks. "I was bad... I deserve to feel the pain for what I did..." Tears start falling down his face again before he buries his face against Leo's upper thigh. "I'm so sorry... I just... I'm so bad... I don't... don't mean to be... please don't hate me... I don't want you to hate me but I can't.... I'm not perfect and I'm just not good enough for you... You deserve.... so much better..." He's sobbing so hard now that the words are coming in short bursts of air...

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"So your concern is for McCoy then and not the boy... interesting." Pike continues with working on his boy's back before setting the machine aside and rubbing a numbing agent along Jim's back and ass. "I'll think about what you've said but I won't make any promises."

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"Oh, Christopher." He pulls his boy up and brushes those tears away and kisses him softly. "Don't. I don't hate you and I never will. You are good enough for me and I think I know what I deserve. I have what I deserve." He says pulling the boy close and wrapping arms around him.

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James jerks away from the touch all together. "I never said that and that boy has a name. It's Christopher and he will NOT be leaving this ship. If he does then we lose McCoy and this ship loses a Captain as well. I won't let this happen." Fuck pride and fuck the pain. He wasn't letting his master jerk someone off the ship that his best friend cared so much about. He wasn't losing his best friend either. He was putting his friend and Christopher above himself. Something the Admiral should be proud about.

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Christopher is afraid that if Leo takes away his pain he will go back to cutting himself again and he knows what Leo thinks of that. But he doesn't want to be a disappointment to his lover, either. So for now, he just lets Leo hold him and he drops his head onto the older man's shoulder and just cries softly.

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Pike smiles softly and pulls Jim back towards him.

"Good," he says quietly. "I was hoping there was more to this than simply fun and games. I needed to make sure that if, God forbid, something were to happen to McCoy, Christopher would still be welcome on this ship and be protected. I can see that you would do that."

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"We are going to be doing something about that free time of yours though." He states kissing the top of his boy's head, rubbing his back.

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That gets a slight frown out of James, "Of course he would. But nothing is going to happen to Bones..."

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Christopher nods slowly, trying to calm himself down as he feels Leo rubbing his back.

"Like what?" he finally asks quietly.

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Pike nods, praying that James is right.

"Come on, let me finish with your back and all."

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"The Admiral had a good point. We should get you ready for Starfleet. Get you official. So there will be a lot of studying. If need be you will be taught the basics of the med bay and you'll help there."

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He didn't really want to, but he lays back down on his stomach.

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Christopher sniffled softly.

"You ... you really want me to help you in the medbay?" he asked quietly. "You'll really let me do that?" He'd wanted to be of some use to Leo outside their quarters and something like this... it would be perfect. He'd be with Leo all the time and it would certainly keep him from being bored.

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Pike sensed his boy's hesitation but said nothing as he finished coating James' back with the numbing agent. Finally, he set it aside and moved into the bathroom to wash his hands. A moment or two later, he stepped back into the bedroom and watched James carefully.

"You mad at me?" he asked quietly.

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"I would let you do that, Christopher. Medbay is always in need of help. So once you learn the ropes of it, then you'll be helping me when you're not studying."

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"No, I'm not mad at you. Just upset in general that you'd even use that..." He frowns. "Chris needs Bones, Bones needs Chris. I've noticed it but Bones hasn't been drinking at all lately. He used to drink quite a bit, but he hasn't been. He's happier and Chris, he loves Bones. He's got insecurities but he loves him."

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Chris tightened his hold around Leo's neck and buried his face against his lover's neck.

"Thank you... thank you so much. I'll make you proud, I promise. You'll see."

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Pike nodded slowly.

"Guess it's a good thing then that McCoy is the one who found my younger self after he got lost here in our universe," he said quietly. "I'll concede the point in your favor this time, little one. Get some rest. I'll join you in a little while."

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"Oh I know you will. I know you'll make me proud."

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"I can lay here, but resting might not happen." He says closing his eyes.

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Chris pressed a kiss to the side of Leo's neck before pulling back just enough to meet the older man's gaze with his own.

"Forgive me?" he asked softly.

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Pike watched him for a few moments longer before retreating to the living are and looking out the large window. He hadn't told Jim yet, but he and McCoy had to take part in a conference planet side in two days... it might be dangerous for them both. He hoped he could trust James to follow his personal orders and keep himself and Christopher on board the Enterprise.

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Leo rubs Christopher's back, kissing his boy softly.

"I forgive you."

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James laid there but he couldn't sleep, couldn't even rest. Not with his master off in the other room. He was tempted to get up and go... but he doesn't. He stays put for once since he was told to rest.

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Chris returns the kiss just as softly before he slides out of Leo's lap and back down to his knees between the older man's legs. Without meeting his lover's gaze, he slides his hands up along the inside of Leo's thighs, coming up further to undo the pants his lover wears. He slips one hand inside, pulling out the semi-hard shaft before leaning in and wrapping his lips around the head of it, sucking gently.

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Pike stands there for a few minutes longer before he finally returns to their bedroom and strips, crawling into bed next to Jim, wrapping an arm gently around the boy and pulling him closer.

"I love you, James," he whispers soflty.

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Leo gives a low groan of pleasure, fingers threading through his boy's hair. Christopher definitely knew how in the hell to take care of him.

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Pressing against his master, he gives a small smile and kisses him. "I love you too, sir."

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Chris continues his movements, sinking lower against Leo's cock, taking it all the way into his mouth, feeling the tip brush against the back of his throat. He held there for a moment before he slowly came back up and set up a slow rhythm, one hand wrapping around the base to stroke his lover as well.

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Pike returned the kiss and threaded his fingers through the boy's hair, hand coming down to press at James' neck, thumb brushing across the branding mark that was there.

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"Fuck... so good, Christopher." He moans out, fingers carding through his hair more.

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James gives a small moan, pressing against his master more.

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Christopher has come to know exactly what his lover likes and he keeps deep throating him slowly, hand moving in the same slow rhythm as well.

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Pike gives a soft, possessive growl before turning onto his back and pulling James up over him. He breaks from the kiss and meets his boy's gaze with his own.

"Wanna watch you ride me, James..."

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"Not going to last, Christopher." He murmurs running his hands down his boy's back.

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James doesn't try to stop him, not at all. He kisses him again before moving down and licking along the tip of his master's cock. But he doesn't want to be prepped, not tonight. So he kisses his master and sinks himself onto the older man's cock.

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Christopher takes those words to heart and begins a heavier rhythm now, moving faster, taking his lover even deeper now than before, wanting to bring him like this... enjoying the way it Leo looks as he cums when they are like this.

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Pike gives a harsh growl as James slides down against him and he feels himself pressing deeply into that tight heat.

"Fuck, James... so fucking tight..."