"What the hell did you...?!" [For adm_chris_pike]

[iamnotmyfather]

There had been a few rumors that Jim had heard and he wanted to think they were just that, rumors. So he headed down to the rec room where his boy said he'd be and stood in the doorway, eyes scanning the room until he came across him. What the hell was this? It had better not be what he thought it was. If it was there was going to be a shit ton of problems. Ones that neither man would want to deal with.

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[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

Christopher was laughing at something the young ensign was telling him, shaking his head and leaning in even closer than before. While he knew his place with Jim, it didn't stop him from wondering what the others on the ship were like as well. Jim hadn't been around lately and Chris was bored. He didn't see any harm in it...

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

Like hell he hadn't been around, he'd been around. Just on a few missions and he'd made sure that his boy had understood they were important missions. "What do you think you're doing, boy?"

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

Chris heard his Master's voice and looked up at him slowly, shrugging at the question.

"Talking. What does it look like?"

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"Getting way too damn close." He says, those blue eyes narrowed and the ensign could see those eyes darkening.

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

The ensign drew back a little. The Captain was damned scary when he wanted to be.

"Uhm... I should go, Chris. We'll talk later, yeah?"

"Sure," Chris answered with a nod, ignoring Jim for the moment...

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

Those eyes narrow a bit more. "Oh you won't be, not for a long ass time." Not only that but the ensign had to get past him first.

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

The ensign quickly left and Chris threw a bored look at his Master.

"Jealous much?"

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"When you know better, perhaps." He growls, those eyes darkening a bit more.

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

"Nothing to be jealous about, Master," he says, patting Jim's cheek and smirking slightly. "Not like anyone's going to test your wrath by touching me..."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

Those eyes narrow and he grabs Pike's arm in a tight grip, he wasn't in the mood to play this game.

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

"What is your deal? I was just talking to him."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"Like hell you were." He says with a slight growl.

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

Christopher jerked away from Jim's hold.

"Don't you have a job to do somewhere? I don't really need you here. Not like you've been all that interested in what I'm doing prior to today. Afraid I might do like your precious Rand and find someone else to love?"

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

Jim growls and backhands Chris hard.

"Don't you start with me, boy." Those eyes narrow at him as he jerks him up. "I've been more interested in what you do then you realize. I've been doing nothing but paying attention to you and you want to start this bullshit?"

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

Chris growls and spits blood at his Master.

"Yeah, I can see just how fucking interested you are..."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

Those blue eyes darken till they're almost... yeah. He moves them towards their quarters.

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

Christopher struggles in that hold until they're inside and he jerks away again.

"Whatever happened to the whole 'I won't ever hurt you for the sake of hurting you' crap you told me when you bought me, huh? Some fucking pack of lies it seems. You're just like the others... all I am to you is some fucking pet on a collar and leash that you get to jerk around as you please."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"Oh you're not hurt yet, but your ass is going to be." Jim states firmly. "I've not once lied to you, boy. But that shit you were doing wasn't just casual talking."

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

"Whatever. Just get on with it so you can go back to ignoring me again..."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"I have not ONCE ignored you." And he hadn't so where the hell this was coming from was beyond him. "I told you about the fuckin' mission, Chris. Asked if you had any fuckin' problems with it and you said no. Maybe I should've let them do to me down there whatever they wanted, that way I didn't have to come back to this shit. Where my own boy doesn't give a fuck and really could care less about listening or telling me the truth when he has a problem with me going on a mission."

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

Chris shook his head angrily.

"Like my telling you that I had a problem with it would have done any fucking good. You'd have just gone anyway so why bother telling you? I asked you once before not to take so many fucking missions. You promised me you'd tone it down and you haven't! So what the fuck am I supposed to believe? You know what? Forget it. Just... seriously. Forget it. Next fucking starbase just do yourself a favor and sell me back to a slave trader. I'm not worth your trouble."

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"Like hell it wouldn't of, Christopher!" He snaps. "And for your information this is the FIRST mission I have been on in the past, oh what... five months. I have been sending Spock out on the missions because you wanted me to tone it down." He growls. "Oh no, you're stuck with me boy."

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

Chris doesn't even answer him. Instead he turns and storms into the second bedroom, intent on spending the night by himself.

[iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com]

"Funny how you don't even give a shit. I did something for you because you asked me to and you could care less. I'll remember that in the future."

[adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com]

Chris dropped down onto the bed, facing the wall and dropping his head into his hands. He hated his life... being a slave, not feeling as if he could be honest with his feelings or his words. Of course he gave a shit... it meant everything to him that Jim had listened to him; was trying to comply... but Chris still felt as if he needed more... and he didn't deserve it.