"What the hell did you...?!" [For [livejournal.com profile] adm_chris_pike]

Jun. 10th, 2010 09:43 pm
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There had been a few rumors that Jim had heard and he wanted to think they were just that, rumors. So he headed down to the rec room where his boy said he'd be and stood in the doorway, eyes scanning the room until he came across him. What the hell was this? It had better not be what he thought it was. If it was there was going to be a shit ton of problems. Ones that neither man would want to deal with.

Date: 2010-06-11 03:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
"When you know better, perhaps." He growls, those eyes darkening a bit more.

Date: 2010-06-11 03:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
"Nothing to be jealous about, Master," he says, patting Jim's cheek and smirking slightly. "Not like anyone's going to test your wrath by touching me..."

Date: 2010-06-11 03:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
Those eyes narrow and he grabs Pike's arm in a tight grip, he wasn't in the mood to play this game.

Date: 2010-06-11 03:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
"What is your deal? I was just talking to him."

Date: 2010-06-11 03:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
"Like hell you were." He says with a slight growl.

Date: 2010-06-11 03:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
Christopher jerked away from Jim's hold.

"Don't you have a job to do somewhere? I don't really need you here. Not like you've been all that interested in what I'm doing prior to today. Afraid I might do like your precious Rand and find someone else to love?"

Date: 2010-06-11 04:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
Jim growls and backhands Chris hard.

"Don't you start with me, boy." Those eyes narrow at him as he jerks him up. "I've been more interested in what you do then you realize. I've been doing nothing but paying attention to you and you want to start this bullshit?"

Date: 2010-06-11 04:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
Chris growls and spits blood at his Master.

"Yeah, I can see just how fucking interested you are..."

Date: 2010-06-11 04:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
Those blue eyes darken till they're almost... yeah. He moves them towards their quarters.

Date: 2010-06-11 04:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
Christopher struggles in that hold until they're inside and he jerks away again.

"Whatever happened to the whole 'I won't ever hurt you for the sake of hurting you' crap you told me when you bought me, huh? Some fucking pack of lies it seems. You're just like the others... all I am to you is some fucking pet on a collar and leash that you get to jerk around as you please."

Date: 2010-06-11 04:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
"Oh you're not hurt yet, but your ass is going to be." Jim states firmly. "I've not once lied to you, boy. But that shit you were doing wasn't just casual talking."

Date: 2010-06-11 04:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
"Whatever. Just get on with it so you can go back to ignoring me again..."

Date: 2010-06-11 04:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
"I have not ONCE ignored you." And he hadn't so where the hell this was coming from was beyond him. "I told you about the fuckin' mission, Chris. Asked if you had any fuckin' problems with it and you said no. Maybe I should've let them do to me down there whatever they wanted, that way I didn't have to come back to this shit. Where my own boy doesn't give a fuck and really could care less about listening or telling me the truth when he has a problem with me going on a mission."

Date: 2010-06-11 04:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
Chris shook his head angrily.

"Like my telling you that I had a problem with it would have done any fucking good. You'd have just gone anyway so why bother telling you? I asked you once before not to take so many fucking missions. You promised me you'd tone it down and you haven't! So what the fuck am I supposed to believe? You know what? Forget it. Just... seriously. Forget it. Next fucking starbase just do yourself a favor and sell me back to a slave trader. I'm not worth your trouble."

Date: 2010-06-11 04:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
"Like hell it wouldn't of, Christopher!" He snaps. "And for your information this is the FIRST mission I have been on in the past, oh what... five months. I have been sending Spock out on the missions because you wanted me to tone it down." He growls. "Oh no, you're stuck with me boy."

Date: 2010-06-11 04:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
Chris doesn't even answer him. Instead he turns and storms into the second bedroom, intent on spending the night by himself.

Date: 2010-06-11 05:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
"Funny how you don't even give a shit. I did something for you because you asked me to and you could care less. I'll remember that in the future."

Date: 2010-06-11 05:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
Chris dropped down onto the bed, facing the wall and dropping his head into his hands. He hated his life... being a slave, not feeling as if he could be honest with his feelings or his words. Of course he gave a shit... it meant everything to him that Jim had listened to him; was trying to comply... but Chris still felt as if he needed more... and he didn't deserve it.

Date: 2010-06-11 05:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
It wasn't his decision to decide if it was deserved or not. That was Jim's decision. But the young Captain just paces trying to calm his anger, though far as he was concerned Chris didn't give a shit. "I don't even know why I fuckin' try to make you happy. Not like it works anyway."

Date: 2010-06-11 05:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
Make him happy? If Jim wanted to make him happy, he'd give Chris his freedom...

"If my happiness mattered to you at all, you'd give me my freedom," he answered from the doorway, not even bothering to brush away the tears on his face.

Date: 2010-06-11 05:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
"Fine, you want your freedom then you have it. Next starbase we hit I'll even alter the damn contract. You'll have it." What the hell did the other man care anyway? He'd been told that he'd have his freedom, not right away but he'd have it. But if that's what it would take to make this stop feeling like he was giving all he could to the other man and just... He growls slamming his fist as hard as he could into the wall, despite that not being the best of ideas.

Date: 2010-06-11 12:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
Christopher watched him carefully and finally walked over to him when he saw James hit the wall with his fist. His Master's hand was bleeding and for all her knew, it was probably broken as well. Without a word, he reached onto a nearby table and picked up a towel, moving into the kitchen to wet the towel before coming back and gently taking Jim's hand in his own to clean away the blood so he could get a better look at it. He kept his silence for several minutes, working up the nerve to speak, not sure if anything he said now would ever make a difference.

"I'm not ungrateful to you and wanting my freedom isn't about you. You're right. You've not lied to me and, except for earlier, you haven't really hurt me except in punishment. but this life is completely foreign to me and even though I love you with every fiber of my being, I don't know if you feel the same only because you own me or not... and I'm not... I'm not sure I could ever believe I deserve that love freely."

Date: 2010-06-11 01:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
"I love you, Chris, but growing up with an abusive step-father I suck at showing it. I WOULDN'T know how to. And whether you think you deserve it or not...you have it."

Date: 2010-06-11 01:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adm-chris-pike.livejournal.com
Christopher finished cleaning off Jim's hand, gently checking the bones before pressing a kiss to the abused skin.

"It's not broken," he said softly. "But you should still probably have Doctor McCoy look at it..."

Date: 2010-06-11 11:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamnotmyfather.livejournal.com
Of course... maybe he shouldn't of told Chris that, though those blue eyes watch the man before him.

"Maybe."

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